Achala Upendran is doing her BA (Honours) in Literature in Delhi.
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That’s my last duchess painted on the wall,
Looking as if she were alive.
- Robert Browning, ‘My Last Duchess’, 1842.
There was no use. She had made up her mind to die.
Alfonso drew his silk-lined rabbit skin gloves over his hands, his eyes fixed on the lurid glow of the sunset above him. The clouds were still being scattered across the firmament, tugged around by the remainders of the storm that had hit the land last night. The winds played among the branches of the newly fuzzed pear and cherry trees, their sighing strangely soft and wistful compared to the gusto with which they had raged.
He paid hardly any attention to the beauty of his surroundings, though. Wrapped in his dark daydreams, they skirted the edges of his mind, unable to break through the bleak wall of resentment, rage and revenge that he had built up there. The faint cooing of the tame doves, the clip-clop of hooves, the tinkling of the fountain – none of these held any joy for him.
She occupied his thoughts completely.
‘My Lord?’
Alfonso turned his head at the voice. Imperious eyes lighting on the entrant, he frowned.
‘Yes, Giotto?’
The lad looked nervous, as well he might, coming into the presence of the Duke of Ferrara unannounced. ‘My Lord, Fra Pandolf sent me. He, he said to tell you that the portrait is complete.’
‘Is it now?’ Alfonso turned away, his eyes rising once more to the painted sky. ‘Very well, tell him I will meet him in the Blue Room.’
‘Yes, my lord.’ The boy bowed to his back, and prepared to leave. When he was halfway to the balcony door, Alfonso stretched back an elegant hand. ‘A moment, Giotto.’
The footsteps stilled and an expectant hush filled the air.
‘What did you think of the portrait?’
Giotto hesitated for a moment. Then, he responded. ‘It is a fine likeness, my lord.’
‘Indeed? How fine?’
The boy seemed to be struggling for an answer; Alfonso could tell without even turning around. Growing up in the court of Ferrara had taught him that much could be read of a person’s thoughts and feelings by paying close attention to their breathing. It was that knowledge that he called upon now, though the learning was so ingrained in him that it came almost by second nature.
‘How fine, boy?’
The note of harshness that he allowed to creep into his voice provided just the right prod for the dunce. ‘Very, very fine my Lord. In the portrait, she stands as if, as if she were alive.’
‘Is that so?’ Alfonso allowed a small smile to tug at the corners of his mouth. ‘You think Fra Pandolf has merited such commendations?’
‘Yes, my lord.’
‘I wonder why.’ The smile changed into a diabolic sneer. ‘I greatly wonder why.’
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With a flourish, Pandolf whipped aside the cloth that hung over the canvas. Alfonso was momentarily stunned. The likeness was indeed remarkable.
‘What think you, sir?’
He blinked once, twice, to clear his mind of the maelstrom of emotions that had begun to rampage on the sight of her face. ‘It is what I paid you create.’
Fra Pandolf bowed respectfully, but couldn’t manage to keep a tiny smirk off his face. It was not every day that a young painter received even a modicum of praise from discerning patrons of art. The Duke of Ferrara was widely regarded as one of the most critical of connoisseurs to be found in any of the city states.
‘Thank you, sir. It has been an honor working for you.’
The sunlight glanced becomingly off the young man’s hair, setting the golden highlights within it aflame. His eyes were a clear, aquamarine blue, his hands strong and long-fingered. Standing there, he seemed to mock the conventional image of the starved, bird-limbed artist, scrabbling about on hands and knees for any pittance of a commission that might come his way. Even Alfonso, who had had many dealings with artists, had never seen one so healthy, so young and so confident as Pandolf.
Doubtless, the Duchess had noticed his beauty too.
‘Tell me Fra Pandolf, how did you enjoy the making of this marvel?’
The smirk was erased from his face, and Pandolf looked genuinely confused for a few moments. ‘I would hardly call it a marvel, sir,’ he answered, his face smooth once more.
‘I think you are being too modest.’ Alfonso smiled and reached for the decanter that stood on the table between them. ‘Sit down my friend. You have earned a rest from your labors.’
Pandolf sat, his hand stretching out to grasp the glass Alfonso extended to him. Lowering his eyes, Alfonso feigned intense concentration on his own wine, but watched avidly under his long lashes as Pandolf (stealing a quick glance at the Duke) sniffed cautiously around the rim. So the boy was suspicious. Suspicious that the master knew he had something to hide? Alfonso would have to play his cards correctly to see this through. He would have to call all his courtly skills to his service once again.
‘Was the Duchess a good sitter?’
The young man looked surprised at the question. ‘Why, yes sir. She hardly fidgeted at all.’
‘Indeed.’ Alfonso stroked his chin. ‘I would have thought her restless, not like to stay still for a long while.’
Pandolf shook his head with a laugh. ‘No, no sir. She was as quiet as a mouse, really.’
‘Hm.’ Alfonso strode from his chair to view the portrait. ‘That explains the faint rosy blush upon her cheeks I suppose.’
Pandolf’s hands shook imperceptibly as he raised the wine to his lips. When he had wet his mouth, the artist lowered the glass again and answered ‘Rosy, sir? That is the usual complexion of well-bred ladies, I assumed.’
Alfonso gazed at the painting for a while longer, allowing the tension in the room to grow. ‘Tell me, Fra Pandolf,’ he said finally, ‘did the Duchess ever speak to you during your sessions?’
He turned around sharply, just in time to catch the flicker of fear that flashed across his face. ‘She did, yes. Sometimes.’
‘What did she speak of?’ Alfonso waved a hand to stop Pandolf’s splutters. ‘No, no, nothing is too small for me, Fra Pandolf. Tell me everything. I dearly love my wife, but she is extremely, shall I say, closemouthed with me. I wish to know whether she would speak to someone who is not her husband, not bound to her. Maybe, then, I would consider providing her a companion of some kind. She is lonely, do you think?’
The young man’s hands clenched and unclenched around his glass. ‘Sir, I think, she is.’
‘Ah. How did this come up in your conversation?’
‘I would ask her what she had been doing that day, before the sitting, and she would tell me. I’ve found it the best thing to do, in order to get that flush of life in a sitter’s face, to speak to them, to treat them as living beings and not mere objects to be painted. The eagerness with which she spoke, sir, it was a trifle…’
‘Trifle what, man?’
‘Sad.’ Pandolf finished rather lamely, and drained his glass. ‘It was sad.’
Alfonso looked down at his own untouched cup. ‘You think she needs company, then?’
Pandolf nodded. He looked questioningly at the decanter.
‘Drink, drink to your heart’s content. You have earned it.’
Filling his cup, Pandolf asked the pensive Duke, ‘Sir, do you think I have done wrong to speak to her?’
‘Why would I think that?’
Pandolf shrugged. ‘Many men are jealous of their wives. That was what I first thought, when you began to question me. I was afraid you harbored some suspicions about my conduct with your wife. I assure you sir, it was nothing less than perfectly honorable.’
Alfonso forced a laugh onto his face. ‘I did not suspect you, my friend. Why would I withhold any gratitude from you, who have given me this marvelous piece of work?’
The young artist blushed. ‘It is my best sir, I hope it stands for long years in your house.’
‘I am certain it will, my man.’ Alfonso downed the contents of his glass in a single gulp. Pandolf did the same, and laughed. Outside, the birds continued to shrill and twitter in the branches of the orchard trees, as they had done earlier that evening. There was one note in particular that irked the Duke, one plaintive voice that was raised slightly louder than all the cacophony that surrounded it. He yearned to throw something at the dratted bird that disturbed the peace of his wine so. Then again, he reflected, his grip tightening about the cup’s stem, perhaps the poor little winged thing could be excused. Perhaps it was just, what was the word he had used? – Lonely.
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‘Send the Duchess to me.’
The serving man bowed and exited the room on silent feet. Turning to the window, Alfonso mentally rehearsed the lines he would greet her with, the confessions he would wring from her, and then finally…
‘My Lord? You sent for me?’
Alfonso glanced over his shoulder, and beheld his wife.
The Duchess was a small woman, barely reaching his shoulder even when she reared herself as straight as possible. Her skin was like translucent marble – pale but seeming to encase a great light within itself. Today her dark brown tresses had been pinned in elaborate coils at the top of her head and pierced through with jeweled clips. She smiled, pleased, as ever, to be near him.
Lonely. Yes, that is plausible.
‘Come here, Lucetta.’ He smiled and held out his arms to her. She stepped into his embrace and nuzzled close, encircling him with her arms. For a moment, Alfonso was content to hold her.
Then she began to hum and the illusion shattered.
‘Lucetta?’
‘Hm?’ Mid-bar, the Duchess looked up at her husband, her eyes curious.
‘Are you, lonely?’
Lucetta frowned. ‘Why do you ask, my lord?’
‘A little bird brought the news to me.’
‘A little bird?’ Lucetta stepped away, her eyes lighting in suspicion. Alfonso fancied he could see a tinge of guilt there as well. ‘Who has been telling you these things?’
‘It matters not. Just answer my query.’
‘Well, I have to admit, sometimes, when you are away…’
Alfonso cocked his head forward, the better to convince her of his interest.
‘…the days grow long.’
‘So you are lonely.’
‘It is only human to feel so, husband.’
‘Is it?’ He spun away from her, and looked out upon his balcony. ‘I wonder then, why I do not feel it?’
‘My Lord, you must be of a sterner constitution than I.’
‘What do you then, to abate this loneliness?’
He heard the faint rustle of her gown as she twitched it about in nervous hands. ‘I read, my Lord. And pray.’
‘Is that all?’
‘There is naught I can do, besides that.’
‘You do not speak to others then?’
When he looked at her, her brows had contracted, her eyes showing the faint stirrings of anger. ‘Of course I speak with others, my lord. The servants would not be able to get through a day’s routine smoothly if I did not chide them about their tasks.’
‘Do you consort with men in my absence, Lucetta?’
She flashed him a look of pure annoyance, which slowly subsided behind an ironic smile. ‘Of course I do, husband. That is, unless you consider Signor Angelo and his son female.’
The kitchen help and the gardener. Of course she would taunt him with mention of them. Could the woman not see that he was serious in his questioning?
‘You know what I mean, wife.’
‘Of course I do. And I have answered your question.’
He took a step forward, his fist rising. ‘Do you presume to mock me?’
‘Mock you?’ The duchess shrank back, but a trace of rebellion was yet burnt clear across her features. ‘My Lord, are you accusing me of being unfaithful to you?’
‘What else could produce this?’ he demanded, and in one clean, practiced sweep, he unveiled the blushing portrait.
‘Behold those cheeks, those sparkling eyes! Why does that harlot’s smile decorate your face, woman? Why should your face colour in the presence of any man but your husband?’
The Duchess gazed upon the picture for a long while, and then finally raised her eyes to her husband to answer. ‘It is a masterpiece. I trust you paid Fra Pandolf well.’
Alfonso could contain himself no longer. With a growl, he struck her backhanded across her face and she fell, gasping, to the cold floor. Slowly, she put up a hand to feel at her lip. It came away red.
‘Alfonso, what has come over you?’ her voice was pitched high, nearly hysterical with rage.
‘Silence!’ he bellowed, and slapped her again. The sound rang and redounded off the stone walls, not even the old tapestries managed to muffle it. For a moment, he was shocked at his own violence, but that evaporated when she turned her face to him again.
‘What have I done to you?’
She presumed to ask! If she had been anyone but his wife, Alfonso would have admired her, admitted to her bravery and courage under fire. Not now, though.
‘What have you done? What have you done? You have dragged the name, the ancient name I have given you through the dirt! You have coupled, like a pagan witch, with lowborn, sweaty artists and gardeners in my bed! You have laughed behind my back, you are and your mongrel lover, and forced me to pay for this – the fruit of your debaucheries! You whore!’
The Duchess had risen by the time he yelled the last word, and she stood, calm and resolute. ‘Nothing will convince you that I have done no wrong.’
It was not a question, and Alfonso would not stoop to present her an answer she did not wish to hear, nor that he wished to give.
‘What would you have me do?’
He took a step forward, he was directly before her once again. He raised his hands slowly, and placed them gently, almost lovingly about her white neck. ‘I would have you give yourself to me, forever.’
A cold smile wreathed across the Duchess’ lips. She stared into his eyes, silent.
And then spat into his face.
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‘You have my condolences, sir.’
Alfonso sighed and nodded. The envoy watched him, unsure whether he had said the right thing or not. The Duke was known to be touchy when it came to his last wife, the one who had died in such mysterious circumstances. It had been given out that she had taken a chill from the summer storms, and expired shortly after. Whispers, mostly from the servants’ quarters, hinted at something much darker.
‘She was a beautiful woman, my friend. There are not many like to her.’
‘I am sure, sir. It is a great loss.’
‘Would you like to see her?’
The envoy was taken aback, momentarily. ‘It, it would be an honor sir.’
‘Come with me.’
Wending his way almost unconsciously through the passages, Alfonso allowed his mind to wander towards an anticipation of what was to come. The moment when he stood before her, the corner of the cloth grasped in his hand, what power seemed to reside in him then. His very existence seemed attuned to it.
‘Here we are.’
A sweep, and there she stood. He turned to judge the man’s reaction. He looked entranced, and well he might. She was certainly a beauty, the earnest glance struck right to the heart of the beholder. A smile curled about his lips. Ensnaring beholders even in death, the harlotry hadn’t been put aside. She must certainly be burning in hell.
‘This is her, sir?’
Alfonso nodded. ‘That is her, man. That’s my last Duchess.’
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